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dsh74 said:
He chose his wife, so that's it. I loved him though, is all. And still carry those feelings, at times, other times, hate for him.
Sometimes I just feel that if I just could see him or know what's going on with him, I'd be alright.
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(((( hugs )))) DSH - but those feelings are best left alone..... if you can?
LoVe,
Rhapsody -