Hey Moose! Been away for a few days so I'm not sure exactly what happened with your relationship after the email. But I'm assuming it wasn't what you wanted and I'm sorry!

Grief is tough. The only thing I can say is time does heal. It takes a while depending on what your grieving about. You've got lots of ppl here that love you and are going to be there for you . Try to focus on the ppl that care about you. Let ppl be there for you bc they want to be.

I'll say a prayer for you tonight. Hope you had a good day with your kids. I have a special needs son that is 21. This is his last year of HS - he's in a special program. He's wonderful and I love him more than life itself. My son and my dog are my best friends. They are always there for me.

Feel better Moose