i do it to punish myself, for the sexual abuse by my father from 4yrs to 11 yrs old. I hate myself, that's another reason, and I deserve it for being dirty.
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Lauru-------------That's me, Bipolar and Watching TV
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
---Robert Frost
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