Dex,
I am so sorry that things are not going well for you. ((((Dexter))))))
You are in my thoughts and I am hoping but nothing but the best for you. It is not fair how much pain you have had to go through lately. I never was able to understand how people say that "pain builds character." I think that it is just crap.
Hang in there and we are here for you.

Stay strong,
jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>