Hey Jen,
I'm sorry your feeling really low.
Can you elaborate more on whats been giviing you most of your saddness? I appreciate this forum because no one judges, niether do I, I myself struggle also. I saw your post as I was about to sign off...I've posted before at odd hours and I would log on to see if anyone responded right away....sometimes with no luck, haha.

I've being having challenges myself with trying to feel the full range or spectrum of emotions, ie happiness and content being one of those desired feelings.

I'll be on for another 45min if not, catch you tomorrow.

I love dove choclate, (random thought) haha, and there proverbs are awesome,
Its okay to be blue, your not alone, and I know its hard to see, but things and life can feel better,

Take Care yo,

UpInTheTrees