Hello everyone,
Thank you all so much for your kind words. Right now is just a mess of the last month of school crunch and my seven classes that I am taking so I can graduate from this place.
I have classes and meetings for about 11 hours a day. Then I come home to do homework all night until I pass out at about 5 or 6 am. Sometimes I go to work until 2am. Then I usually wake up by 10 to start it all over again.
I am tired. So very very tired. Between everything and trying to keep my relationship going I am simply a mess. Lately I feel myself falling apart. I miss my boyfriend so much when he is not here. Last night I cried for three hours because I missed him so much.
Isolattion from people you love + stress = bad for depression and triggers
So that is why I have been staying away lately. I just feel like I can not be a helpful resource to others. So I want to keep my distance until I can get things worked out.

Stay strong and Ill be around,
Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>