One time I would love to meet a group of people who were nice to me. they didn't make fun of me. I know I will never find that. I don't even have friend like that. I am so tired of this. People are so mean even when I am in a bad mood. It is like I don't matter. Like I never matter. Friends and parents, I get the same feeling. They don't care. As much as I would wish that to be false, it isn't. What do I do wrong? I always thought I was nice. I would do anything for someone and everyone treats me like %#@&#!. Nothing even changes. I really hate this %#@&#!. (*tear*). The only thing I can do is sit and cry and know nothing will change.