Hi again. I have spent the last couple of weeks trying to come to terms with what has happened. I haven't been able to spend more than one night in our house as he has taken all his belongings. I end up just pacing the floor slowly going insane.
I have heard through mutual friends that he has been taking more of an interest in his photography - something which I always encouraged him to pursue, but he never would fully. So now he is?! What a slap in the face. It appears now to others that he "finally" able to do all the things he always wanted now that we are no longer together, that I was in someway holding him back. Which I know is untrue, he knows deep down is untrue. But why now do the things that make you happy, which now help keep your depression at bay, but not for us when we were together?