Dear Deepthinker ,
Thank you so much for your reply. It is nice to know that someone out there understands. I get so confused with all these feelings and then wonder if I am doing the right thing. This week my daughter sent me a really awful e-mail and critized me for everything possible about her wedding. Just because I had some opinions about things too, After all, her Dad & I are paying for it. She has said some cruel things over the past year about my illness BP11 and yet she has been very good to visit me in hospital when I have had to go in.

It's bad enough coming off medication without having all these stresses as well. It's ended up with me being at home to-day instead of working as I feel so depressed about the whole thing.

My councellor is suppposed to be phoning me at some point but I have not heard from her yet. I am sure she will.

Anyway, thanks for your support and hope that you are feeling good at present.

Hugsxx Janet