I am struggling with my theripist. It's awful. She will tell me things like "Lets work on issues from your childhood." Than I start getting ready and willing to do so. When I go in and start to share about what we said she just analizes me after everything I poured out (which by the way takes gutts) and says something like, R. you talk too fast, which is a symptom of your illness and I want you to know that you have to work on this problem because in society others will not understand why you do this. Anyway, we had planned that I was to share about a certain issue and I had thought that she would appreciate and help me to just be glad for release in our little session and I did not get a response from her that was normal. She could have said, "Great, I see you are opening up about the pain in the past, Very Good R." Anyway if you also have bad communication with the therapist, I pray that you find a good one, or just take a break. I am going to stop therapy all together because invalidation and bullying actually make me feel Sick. I bet that's how you probably feel from going to a crummy councelor. We both need to be careful. I think, in my opinion, anyway from my view, I prefer to not go to counciling than to go to a place where I am put down and leave there screwed. Razel- Hope I wasn't invasive or too blunt, and if I was I apoligize.
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"How lovely is the hand of God that soothes the rough road man has trod" (from-Beside Still Waters-A Book by Raymond B. Walker)
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