Thanks for sharing that, Dan. It's fantastic that you have found stability to this extent.

"Has anyone else been so caught up in visits with Pdoc and T and been so focused on getting stable that once that happens, or comes close to happening that they don't recognize themselves?"

My experience lately is that I am less volatile than I was a year ago. It takes more to press my buttons. But somehow I still struggle to function both socially and cognitively. I can't take on a 9-5 office job like I once did. I need the flexibility to back off the pace when paranoia sets in, or sounds are overwhelming.

I hope you feel less anxious about the new you, and grow in your comfort with the way you feel these days.

TS