I last saw my T - mid July, and had an appointment scheduled with her for the 2'nd last week of July, but I had to cancel that appointmnt because I was up to my eyeballs in packing to finish my move. She then offered me an appintment Aug. 2'nd but I couldn't take it as I already had an appointment with my pdoc during the time slot she offered. Now she's going out of town on vacation for 2 weeks, so I won't see her until Aug. 22'nd.
That seems so far away. And I'm feeling some abandonment issues which I know are entirely my issue because she didn't get back to me right away when I had to cancel my appointment at the end of July.
And I hate that I feel so vulnerable and needy for missing T.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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