No fair counting what has already been passed! You have two weeks until you see your T. The only thing the past is good for is encouraging the present; you did great for 5 weeks already, packed to move, worked hard with pdoc, etc., so 2 weeks could be easier.

I'm sorry you are feeling abandoned and uncertain though. Can you imagine what it will be like after you have seen her? You have anything exciting planned for September? Did you already move or when are you moving? When I terminated with T, I was moving and had a trip to Europe planned and in the works from the previous year, etc. so missing T wasn't really an option for 5-6 months and by then, it was greatly lessened as I had "new" problems from having moved after 20 years living where I had before.