I have also thought about going inpatient sometimes. I had a point in my life last year in November where I was a wreck because my ex fiance was in Texas trying to get his CDL. We had never been apart that long and I felt lost without him. I called his mom one day saying I was going to the hospital because I was a wreck. She hated our roommates at the time and she had one of them stay with me. They were moving out that day. She told him to stay with me until she could get there because she was afraid I would hurt myself. I will tell you this if you think you need to be inpatient then go. It could save your life. If you feel like you could hurt yourself then I say go. If you have someone you can call and they can come be with you than I reccomend that to. My exs mom did that with me and I will say this it saved my life.