Jess, you don't always have to be a "resource." This place is also to get help, encouragment or just to vent. Don't add any more pressure to yourself.
Sending good thoughts your way for endurance, strength and peace.
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.