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Aug 06, 2012, 07:46 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Why do you have "constant guilt?" i used to live with alot of guilt too, but I did something about it. I made amends. Is there some way you can make amends too for the pain you caused?? Can you apologize to whomever you hurt? If not, there are other ways. Do you believe in God? Ask God for forgiveness -- It doesn't need to be in the form of a prayer. Just talk to Him.  If you're sincere, you'll get your answer.
And what on earth makes you think you're some horrible, evil person?  Unless you're a serial killer, you're WRONG! You are NOT disgusting, horrible or evil! You're a good, sensitive person who at this time happens to be HURTING. It's this disease that is telling you lies! Right now, you sound so terribly depressed that your mind is telliing you all SORTS of terrible things -- and they are ALL lies. Don't believe them. Believe THIS --- you are a great person who is hurting and needs help. God has forgiven you for any past mistakes. And God LOVES you --- He doesn't and never HAS made junk -- you were made in His image, as we all were. You are a vital, important person and were put here for a reason -- you just have to figure out what that reason was, like the rest of us. It takes time.
Please seek the help that you need. A good therapist would do wonders for you. Sometimes seeing 2 or 3 is necessary before we find the RIGHT one. But NEVER give up. Never!!! God bless you my friend, and please make an appointment with a therapist. And keep US posted too, okay? We CARE. Hugs, Lee
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