Hi doggie....I'm so sorry that you're hurting. Isn't it just the hardest thing to deal with when the crash comes, and you can't really know why. I know it is for me, anyway. In fact, it just happened to me late yesterday, and while I could feel myself being pulled towards the dark hole, I felt powerless to fight the fall. For me I've always felt that's the most difficult thing about depression, how to fight something when you don't know the reasons for it. So hard. I hope you find some comfort soon. I'll be thinking of you. Please try and take care of yourself as best you can...... ps Good luck if your choice is to try and fight the demon.