Thanks, everyone. I like that cat too!

tigergirl, I could read the emails I have for the year or so that my T answered them but that kind of defeats the purpose of not thinking about her so much. I'm trying to make her "not so important". I know the connection is still there. I can think about her smile but then I get sad because I worry that I like her smile too much. I'm trying to find the middle ground. I'm going to try to work hard on ME tomorrow but I still have to accept the part that has this HUGE crush on T.