I recently posted a question about my car and I did recieve some helpful info, but now there's something very wrong with the transmission. The car is not shifting right, and still it's spitting and sputtering.....of course the rain is what contributed to that. I fear my car may be breaking down. If the car decides to not work then we will we screwed. My husband will not beable to get to work, and I will not beable to get to where I need to go. The car has been doing this ever since I went to Oak Hill to spend the day with my friend. I feel like I regret that day, feel guilty for running my car so hard because of my pathetic lonliness.

My husband is bringing the car home from lunch like he usually does and I'm going to go pay my water bill and go shopping at Wal Mart. I'm going to see how she's running. I hope hope hope I don't break down with my kids. That would be very bad because I'd have no one to come get me. I don't know if I should risk it, but I need to get diapers, wipes, and food badly.

Worried woried worried.