I found that I could not look at myself to say it yesterday, kept turning away with a knot in my stomach, and I couldn't believe that something that seems so simple could be so difficult. I had to chuckle on one hand, then it was upsetting. Today it was still really uncomfortable. However I could actually could "see" myself this time and I was startled as to whom was looking back. I understood what you meant about the stranger in the mirror Splitimage.