Hi healed84,

Thanks for the encouragement. I can agree that what happened as a kid probably wasn't my fault. But what bothers me, and what i feel awful about, is how it affects me now, when flashbacks, mental images, etc., come into my mind. Don't know how to prevent it other than block it all out. But i can't do that when my t wants to work on the SA issue with the part of me that has been affected by it. It just makes me feel so much shame.