I feel incapable of healing.
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Yesterday, i found myself cancelling my session because i just didn't feel capable of talking about what we've been working on lately. . . But i just feel like a failure.
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I don't understand WHY this issue is bothering me so much. . . However, the effects it has on me now feel pretty bad, and that is what i hate so much. And that is what i don't want to face or talk about.