Uh, shattered sanity, that's the WORST idea i've ever heard. You have a lot of options besides giving up on life. You can try a different T
if you want. I basically am in this world under protest, but after my brother either killed himself or was killed by our mom, i'll never know who pulled the trigger I am faced with the biggest catch 22. I want to die more, but I personally know the pain it would cause and as painful as it is, I think we are all here for a purpose. YOU are here for a purpose. Like I told someone else on here, to get through the day or each 15 min, 30 seconds, I give myself permission to do ANYTHING except cause harm to myself or another. Try that. Also if you are in immediate danger call suicide hotline, go to er, or call 911. May angels surround you.