All I have ever wanted was a relationship with my oldest daughter, the one that was taken from me when she was 6 months old, but that is beginning to look like it will never happen. It all started well when I first found her a few months ago but in the last week or so she has completely shut me out of her life and there is nothing I can do about it. She doesn't return my texts and won't answer my calls...I am at a loss right now. This isn't helping my depression or my urge to SI.