I just wanna cry. Have no idea what to do. Have no idea how should I act myself around my parents... They were today on the police because of my mothers brother, so my uncle. And they know that everyone in the family is waiting do any news: is he dead, did they found him? should we prepare us for ... for what!!!! They come back to home and instead of tell us anythink they're just sitting there, they don't talk, it's like... mourning is back!!! yay! i'm so happy because depression is back!!!........ and it was such a nice today with first spanish lesson in the morning... it was...