Getting your responses and writing about this is making me feel better. I just need someone to hear my frustrations and fears.

Some days are worse than other days. Some days I'm practically paralyzed by the fear of cancer. Other days i forget all about it. I like it when i forget. I want to forget about it.

People tell me not to worry, but I can't help but worry. I know the odds are for me not having cancer, but I still worry.