I was saying the same thing to myself a year ago.
I took enough pills to kill a horse.
Went into a coma for 3 days, then woke up.
I was sick as hell w/ all the poison I injested.
I realize I was not thinking of anyone but myself.
I didn't think about who would need my help.
My thoughts and actions were selfish.
I could tell you the very, very important things
I have done since then, where I was desperately needed.
Live your life out till its time to naturally die.
I have been so surprised about the things that happened
for the good, and they were just coming to me from around
the corner. Wait and see what happens tommorow.
Things don't happen right away, but they will,
and you'll be there.

Be Tuff!