(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Dave)))))))))))))))))))))
You are such a good person, and I am thinking of you and wishing you the best. I am glad that you are going to see your T today. I do so hope the doctor and T can find something that will help you to reduce the feelings of hopelessness and despair. I wish you the best, and if a short hospital stay will help to put an end to your distress, it will be well worth it. You are in my thoughts, and hope you begin to feel better soon.
Take Care,
Kris

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!