Maybe it wasn't just another day but it sure felt that way.

As I looked in the mirror this morning there were no tears streaming down my cheeks but then there wasn't a smile either. Just, well just absolutely nothing.

Oh I had my to do list for today. I write one each night hoping it will provide somethinng to look forward to. But as often happens tonight it is the exactly same list. Nothing has changed only tonight I won't have to write a list.

It's been so many years now that I can even remember the last day I awoke looking forward to morning. I feel scattered to the four winds with a hurricane on the horizon. Where are my friends? Did I ever even have friends? What happened to the plans I had for the future? Did I even have plans for the future?

That image in the mirror this morning staring back didn't have a past or future, just empty nothingness.