(((((((((((( dear Peaches )))))))))))
don't quite BECAUSE it is hard. you have come so far in spite of such huge obstacles, over such a long road.
I encourage you as you would encourage me when I cry for help. You are committed to your healing, and you have healed a lot so far.
For the rest - just like what came before -
it takes as long as it takes, no need to apologize or feel bad or look at the calendar. You ARE healing and you ARE doing well.
I wish you deep peace and rest tonight.