Oh my word, BlueM, I used the EXACT same description in talking to my husband about this (feel like I am wearing a B on my chest because it seems like I let it define who I am). But then I decided that might not be the best idea since the B might be mistaken for a different word. LOL (Sorry, a little humor to lighten the mood.)

I'm sorry you are dealing with this challenge right now. You go right ahead and keep posting here. We can be supportive. And I hope that your doctor, T and husband will be extra supportive too. <3