I'm so sorry these people are treating you this way blue, there are so many who are unkind and don't understand. I can relate very much. When my teen son had his last manic episode and stood on our porch yelling, F You Neighborhood, I was secretly cheering him on, because they have chastized my family. And they sit in judgement, who are they to judge my family, they don't know what we go through, they aren't perfect people, nobody is. I know how hurtful people can be. You have been through much, I wish they would just be good friends to you! We adore you and will be here for you!