Thanks for posting this on here! I think it's a basic human need to be connected to other people. At least it's a need I have. So I would say that yes, relationships are definitely worth it. Friendships and romantic relationships. Getting close with people is scary, especially if you have been hurt. And being in real relationships where feelings are shared will create struggles. But as Leed said, we learn and grow from our relationships. Are there people in your life who you trust who you can talk to about some of these things? That can help too.

It sounds like you are ready for a change. I hope you are able to reach out and start spending some time with friends. That's a good start I would say. Thanks for posting on here and I hope to keep hearing from you.