I'm sorry that you're having a tough time, keb88.

I would recommend going to your previous doctor's offices and request copies of your file. By law, we all have the right to get copies of our medical & psychological files. Use that power to your advantage.

Then, you should go to a different doctor ~ with your file/s ~ that you feel comfortable with and go over your experiences with him/her. Hopefully, then you can be diagnosed with ____ and begin whatever treatment/s that have been found to be helpful.

Remember: you are an adult. You have the power to change the situation that you find yourself in. Best wishes to you!