(((((Valex))))))))) I wish I knew exactly what to say to take away your pain which is so evident. Funny thing is what is happening to you happened to me in reverse. I got married and all my friends stopped calling and stuff. They wanted nothing to do with a married woman. Even though I was the exact same person that they hung out with while I was dating, once married they dropped me like a hot potato... boy i think my age showed with that statement.. I am 49, but doesn't mean I can't understand.
To me I have had many many fair weather friends, now that I am ill and could really use friendship those friends are gone because I am sick.. the only true friend I have is my husband of the last 20 yrs who is there for me as much as possible or as much as I let him, sometimes
I really wish I knew what else to say to you, you are not alone in the lonely department, many here can understand that. You are also not alone in the anger department
I really hope that you feel better very very soon and make some friends who don't leave when something else comes along. I just wish I knew what or how to say what I feel.. take care alright. Linda