Finally finished the semester. I kept falling asleep all night, barely studied properly. Tried to study as much as I could the hour or so before the exam. Saw a bunch of questions I wasn't sure about, beat myself up about some of them... well, I got the grades, and I did all right. Okay, I did great (but I can't say that, I'm never happy with my grades). I got the highest grade in class. But if I had studied properly, I could have done better... of course ignoring the fact that I can't study properly till the last minute. I feel like I don't deserve the grade at all; I just got lucky. People worked so much harder than me; they deserve it more.

But I'm done. That's a huge load off my back... until next semester.

Sorry if I'm bothering anyone with this.