Thank you and abscondist I am sorry that you lost your mom too, It is very hard

I am not coping at all yesterday and today I have done nothing but cry, I don't understand how mom's organs failed so quickly, I keep asking myself why? I have also lost 2 brothers too 1 in 1987 aged 15 and 1 in 2001 aged 39 that was very hard but losing mom is so different, I look at her photograph and it is like she is still with me.

I am all emotional now writing this so will stop