special k,
That is all so true. Therapy, was huge help, when I literally thought I had cancer (many times) and even started making plans for funeral,what to have put on me, all those morbid thoughts.
Had I not sought a therapist, I'd continue to obsess, making my life and those around me miserable,unecessarily,
life is too short to be wasting time on obsessing with dieing, instead use this precious time on living.
GL, you are way too young to be ruining your life obsessing,either it's your health or your infatuations.
Enjoy, all that you can,if seeking therapy broadens this enjoyment, go for it.
It is good and important to take care of yourself,getting checkups, and living healthy, but please, live your life, don't clutter your mind with so much.
Take care now,
DE