Hello sherylstarr and welcome to PC. Congrats on your choice of career! How's that going? Maybe you are trying to hard and scaring people away? You do have close friends, how did you first meet them? It's kind of random I think whether you run into someone that clicks with you or not. People that are shy or even just tired from busy lives might find too much energy a little overwhelming. Not everyone is an extrovert. People do find soulmates sometimes, keep looking!