I don't know what is happening. Im loosing everyone. I have lost my family (not to death) and some friends. I'm falling into a depression. I need help but i don't know what to do. No one can help me..i have to do it. But my brain doesn't work right. It has too much emotion. Which internally is depression and externally is isolation. This is the only place i can think of to go. I went to see a counselor and he says its good you are processing things. It didn't really help.. Ive always thought a lot and tried to analyze and process. I can't get it together. so stuck. falling crashing