Thanks George and Perna...
So, Perna, it is like "the probability of events that may happen"- I don't mean to see life with numbers but some times I do-- the probability of being re-traumatized is at a ration of blank to blank..
PC I don't see as real re-traumatizing, yes I may get triggered but that is going to happen- I trigger myself sometimes with thinking/memories which I work better on as time goes by.....
This real life event however, the probability as I see it now, i do see it about 50/50- with small triggers that would occur due to the past encounters they have been there about 90% of the time, but bigger triggers of the 50/50 being actually placed back in the situation of re-trauma to an extent--- if that makes sense..
I think I may be getting the big picture thing, but i don't think fully fully....
And as always it is good to remember what you mention Perna:
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It is realizing that if you are re-traumatized, you have been re-traumatized 5 times before and lived through it; it felt horrible but you survived.
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and hopefully take something away from those 5 times as well