((((((((((Mary Alice)))))))))))))
Thanks. It always helps to have peopel who care.

Jax, you might be right. Sometimes when I can't sleep it feels just like when I took too much of something and was too wired to sleep, but I haven't taken anything at all. I need to get my sleep cycle back on track. In the morning I have to get up at 6 for class again though. Maybe I can sleep on Sunday.

Getting out to the ren faire helped. I feel much better than before I went. I left work early today because I couldn't concentrate. Felt like crying most of the day. Did cry when the kids put on some sad music, and I thought about giving up my animals, and my daughter keeps talking about going fishing and all the sad and uncomfortable part of it like putting the worm on the hook, and a fish that they were going to release but it swallowed a hook. She says "poor fishy." Bad idea to go back to thinking about that. Getting out was nice tonight, and I ran into several people I know, which was nice, but saying goodbye was sad too.

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