Also, even after they take you on as a patient, it can take months or more for a pdoc to settle on a diagnosis if they prefer to be cautious. I know my pdoc worked with me as MDD for well over a year before he finally personally saw enough pattern and symptoms under his care to arrive at a bipolar diagnosis. Perhaps first you need to just find a pdoc you feel pretty comfortable with and allow them some time to evaluate you before insisting on a diagnosis.