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The problem is though that I need the meds - now! I've been in the system for THREE YEARS and now my meds are wearing off so I need them upped or changed desperately, and I have to have a bipolar diagnosis to get them changed.
I'm stressing so bad because it's been the past week or so that my dose has been wearing off and there's no one to change them or put them up and I really really really don't want the depression I described above to come back... I managed to go without my annual depression last year because of these meds... They usually get worse every year... So it's probably gotten twice as worse since I last had the depression two years ago...
Stressing out because I'm starting uni soon... Last time I had this depression I nearly dropped out of taking my a-levels.
For the time being, ask your GP if it is okay to talk to him/her whenever you do not feel well. If not, talk to your GP once or twice a month. By talking to somebody, it will relieve some of your discomfort.
Talking doesn't help for me. Last time I was depressed I complained to anyone who would listen, I was constantly talking, and it just didn't help at all. The meds are the only thing that have ever helped. :/
Kaz x
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