I get really angry now whenever I go back to the breast cancer support board. I should really stop going there. I'm not very good at accepting the fact that I can't have everything go the way I want it to. It's difficult for me to accept that I've been banned there.

It doesn't feel quite so bad as a block, but it's still very unpleasant. I feel really angry. I have to stay away. I think I'm going to be compensating by posting a lot the next several days.