I would seriously, seriously get a good T (psychological) and see her/him weekly. They can help you manage your moods/ track your moods until you can get proper meds. T's have more clout in getting you properly dx'd, meds, and into inpatient or intensive outpatient. I would not tell her what you think you have just go w. the flow. My pdoc & T disagree with what my dx should be but at hasn't interfered.