If you were offended by any of my comments, please ask the moderator to pull the posts. I only was asking for support and explaining the circumstances that lead to my upset state. I never intended for any of the discussion to be about religion. I meant only to describe my own affiliation to make the reasons understandable for those who aren't familiar with my world.
I am so sorry to those of you who I insulted or made upset!
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