Desirae it's nice to know someone else knows how you feel. I feel less alone. Yes I hate this I feel like this most of the time at night and it makes me very anxious. I find I do not know what to do with me. Anything passive just doesn't cut it. I guess I feel smothered. Thank you, I tried to thank you earlier and they would not let me post till after midnight

I do however feel very bad again tonight. I could explode and had to add this as a edit so I don't use my posts up..I am nervous too and I think that may be why I don't know HOW to explain how I feel. How bad, how trapped