What happens if I don't go back? How long until they lock me away for good?

I tried so hard. So f***ing hard. But I have no one to blame but myself.

There is no win. Not in this.

More and more losing control. Losing reality.

It doesn't matter though because it's my fault. That's what she said today isn't it?

Everyone looks like someone. Everything reminds me of the past. I can't escape them.

Why did you leave me here picking up the pieces? Why couldn't you stay? Am I really such a horrible daughter? Maybe if I'd just tried harder. Been better. Then would you have stayed?

Old habits don't die.

one second you're in the foot court eating lunch and the next you've locked yourself in the bathrooms trying to make it go away. it's been so long since i've done that. but it's okay it's not a relapse because i was never diagnosed because i'm too fat.

Why are we talking about her? She's gone now. Stop sounding like her.

That line. The line between then and now. The line between sanity and insanity. Where is it?

I think yesterday was my last day there. I don't want to go back.

withdrawing again. i should be at the centre now. i should be doing my assignment and preparing for my exam..

can i just quit? quit everything?