so that I can heal from what my aunt did to me.

I am so triggered.

And this rel will never work until I heal.

I have to stop living my aunt's legacy of abuse and addiction to s*x and love.

Andy does understand and he respects this.

I am online right now because I wanted to call him to ask him to come over again, but instead I am here.

I can't keep hanging on to him.

I have to start paying attention to myself and stop living thru someone else.

Billi